Real first time having sex. One day, we went hiking, and he kissed me at the top of the peak, and I felt excited.
But then he had to leave to go back to school, and I was left with a lot of emotions, including regret and shame.
His friend was asleep in his hotel room, so we did it on the balcony.
I was so nervous that he wouldn't feel that 'spark,' but he did.
I liked the feeling of being so close to him.
The first two boys I slept with both had major performance anxiety and shared my pregnancy paranoia.
So not sexy.
I liked him, but he had finally gotten what he wanted and that was it.
This is it?
It was awkward and it didn't really work.
It was more of a progression from one stage to the next rather than 'here's the moment I lost my virginity' because we're both girls.
You're passionately kissing your s.